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Dreamer's Journal


"KNOW THIS"

(from Max to Liz):
Know this…
The impact that you've had on my life
Know this…
You are the only one that can bring a smile to my face
Know this…
Your eyes are what I yearn to see each day
Know this…
All I care about is you
Know this…
I can never forget how much I love you
Know this…
I'm coming for you, Liz.
(from Liz to max):
Know this…
No one can replace you in my heart
Know this…
My soul desires for your affection
Know this…
I realize that you have things you have to do
Know this…
I would never stand in your way
Know this…
All I care about is you
Know this…
I can never forget how much I love you
Know this…
I'm waiting for you, Max.

RBS722

"I SAW YOUR FACE" (from Skin and Bones)

(From Max to Liz)

I saw your face but this time it was more beautiful than I have seen in the Many times in my mind

As you looked away, I couldn't help but stare at your hair blowing in the wind and the look in your eyes.

I missed you, and I saw you again and wanted to embrace you and cover you with kisses.

We met again, and this time, you couldn't help but look at me. My heart sank. Have you ever felt your heart sink in one moment that everything becomes a blur except for that other person?
I could feel my heart beat faster, my pulse running through my veins harder when you gave that little smile and remembered what we had...



You turned around when you walked through the door...

Let's turn around, let's go back.... No, who am I kidding? Let's go FORWARD, because we can't pretend, we know that what we have will be so much better.


(From Liz to Max):

I saw your face but this time it was more beautiful than I have seen in the many times in my mind

It was so hard to look away from your intense eyes, that seem to dig into my soul when you glance at me.




I was so glad to see you, even though I might not have shown it. I missed you. I missed your smile and your voice and your touch...

and with that touch I saw us, I saw how we were...I saw how we still are...




That's why I turned around when I walked through the door to glance at you again.


Let's turn around, let's go back.... No, who am I kidding? Let's go FORWARD, because we can't pretend, we know that what we have will be so much better.

by RBS722
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In our english class we were asked to prepare a speech on anything we like and present it to the class in 45 mins. I chose Max and Liz and Destiny. Anyways heres what i wrote:

Destiny -- What is it and why are so many people eager to find out what it is or who they will share it with. When i think of Destiny, i think of Max and Liz; 2 characters from one of my favourite tv shows, "Roswell". I know most people would say 'how can a tv show portray something like destiny?' but if any of you took the time to watch this incredible show you would know exactly what im talking about.

I've never experienced any feeling like the one i get when i see Max and Liz looking longingly into eachothers eyes. I long so much for a love like this...that with one earth shattering touch my whole existance could be changed, that with one passionate kiss i could see the stars and the moon soar before my eyes. But how many people can say that they have ever been able to experience a greater love then being able to know what the other is thinking and feeling, to be able to see yourself in your lovers eyes and knowing that just by having this person in your life, your existance is complete. A love like this, like Max and Liz's is such a beautiful and rare thing, that words cant even begin to explain the love that is shared between these two. But what is destiny? And how will we know that if the person we are is the one? I can only answer with this simple statment...you will know, you'll feel like you never have before and in the words of Josie Geller from Never been kissed "That thing. That moment. You kiss someone, and its like the world around you gets all hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this other person and u know that one person, is the person your meant to be kissing for the rest of your life". Destiny is not something you wait for its something to be achieved.

~Emma (tv_addict)End of Entry

I read somewhere in a book once, that if you love something, you must set it free- and if it loves you in return, it shall come back to thee! Well somehow they didn't mention- the most important part-just how are you to handle the pain that's in your heart?

I set him free because I love him, and to him I have to show-that true love makes you sacrifice, to let each other grow.

That same book says"time heals all wounds" but I am so be-reft, for it didn't say just how much time, and I may not have that much left! For the way I feel at this moment,the healing process will take long- and this emptiness inside of me, makes me feel I'm not that strong.

For I am only half of what-the two of us once were. So time in this case, is not my friend- I fear I must concur!

God! I miss him dearly! So Lord please take a look. And tell me most sincerely- that you made him read that book!!!

I'm Liz Parker and it's August 17th.

"with love to my DREAMER FAMILY!!!
xoxoxoxo...sandman...

I know a lot of people think M\L's love is too good to be true or even non-existent. I'm here to tell you there are guys out there who are like Max, gentle and loving…and there are girls like Liz, who are loyal and devoted. There's a lot of Dreamers here with wonderful love stories, I'm sure, and part of the reason we love M\L is because we have a MAX. To everyone who's still looking or looking forward to love, DON`T SETTLE FOR SECOND BEST!!! Don't look at the guy in front of you and say...Okay, he doesn't aspire to much, he's bordering on verbally abusive, he doesn't groom himself and likes to use me... but I'll settle for that coz there's no such thing as a MAX! NO! What you do is you don't look for THE Max or A Max, what you do is look for YOUR MAX. He doesn't have to be anyone's idea of perfect, he just have to be YOUR idea of what's perfect for you. When you find that, it's a DREAM come true!

MAX and LIZ are NOT PERFECT, but they are
PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER!!!

Romantic@heart
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THE JOURNEY TO DESTINY

A FANTASY OF LOVE UNKNOWN
THAT GLOWS WITHIN WHEN I'M ALONE
I HEAR HIM WHISPERING MY NAME
AND KNOW I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME

A SILVER IMPRINT OF HIS HAND
WOULD BE THE WAY IT ALL BEGAN
HE SAVED MY LIFE AND TOUCHED MY HEART
A BONDING FORGED THROUGH WORLDS APART

BUT AS OUR DESTINY'S ENTWINE
WE CROSS A, NOW, FORBIDDEN LINE
FROM 3 TO 6 AS DANGER LOOMS
A SECRET LOST...IMPENDING DOOM

THE ENEMY IS WATCHING NOW
A QUESTION OF - WHO, WHAT OR HOW?
SO MANY FACES..FRIEND OR FOE?
BUT IF WE RUN WHERE WOULD WE GO?

THEY TOOK HIM FROM US IN THE NIGHT
TRAPPED AND SCARED, SURROUNDED BY WHITE
A HUMAN FACE...INHUMAN SOUL
THIS ENEMY WE DID NOT KNOW

AND IN THR MOMENT HE WAS GONE
WE UNDERSTOOD JUST WHAT WENT WRONG
WE THINK THAT WE MAY CHOOSE OUR FATE
BUT SOMETIMES LOVE IS FORCED TO WAIT

A BROKEN LINK - A CIRCLE TORN
A PAST AND FUTURE NOW REBORN
THEY SAVED HIM FROM THEIR OWN WORST FEAR
WITH FLESH AND BLOOD AND NOW A TEAR

I LOVE HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
BUT EVEN SO, I'LL WALK AWAY
WITH ONE LAST KISS TO SAY GOODBYE
A MEMORY THAT WILL NOT DIE

I KNOW HE WATCHES AS I GO
I FEEL HIS SADNESS TOUCH MY SOUL
AND WHEN IN DREAMS HE CALLS TO ME
I'LL KNOW THAT THIS WAS MEANT TO BE

Merlin7
8/9/2000 Thanks to SANDMAN's beautiful prose I am inspried to write poems again. Oh..yeah...Roswell and Max and Liz inspired me a bit too! It's from Max to Liz.

Life will never be the same

When I first saw you,
That time so long ago,
I knew I had to have you,
You were everywhere,
In my dreams,
In my mind,
I knew I had to talk to you,
Then that day,
When I saw you hurt,
I knew I had to reveal myself,
I never regretted what I did,
I would give my life for you,
I knew you would understand what I am,
How our love has grown since that day,
You are so gentle and caring,
But that day you walked away my heart broke in two,
I know that you did it for me,
But the image of you running tears me apart,
Come back you are my destiny,
I shall never let anyone take that away,
I know you love me the way I love you,
Life will never be the same again,
Until I show you that our love,
Can survive all that tests it,
I know we will have that bond once more.
Celt

FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN

Silent rivers of tears streak your face,
Dampening your rosy cheeks,
I see the terror in your eyes,
The fear of not knowing,
Don't worry my love,
What will be, will be,
Life will take its course,
You shall see,

Dry your flooded eyes,
Please worry no longer,
You know deep down,
In that secret closet of your heart,
That we were meant to be,

Now your soulful eyes are dry,
Take my hand and don't let go,
I will show you,
What shall be,
Just stay near me,

We shall travel to the furthest reaches of the land,
Through it torments and trials,
You shall cry no more,
Fear no longer,
I have you and you have me
, And we have seen what is to be,

So here we are together,
Your eyes are dry,
And your face content,
You know what is to happen,
And found no need to fear,
We have each other,
Our future is near.

Celt
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Worth the Cost

I taste your sweet kiss upon my lips.
I feel your strong arms around me.
I stare into your soulful eyes
and I am lost in what I see.

For in your eyes, I see your love.
I feel it's passionate heat,
I surrender myself to all you give
and eternally our two souls meet.

You are in every fiber of my being.
So breathtaking, intense, surreal
You are apart of all I am
You are the only thing I feel.

I never thought it possible
to feel for someone like this.
But I lose myself in just a touch,
I'm overwhelmed with a simple kiss.

But this perfection did not last long,
it slowly started slipping away.
So many things were seen and done
leading up to that fateful day.

My hopes and dreams were violently shattered,
they all now just lay in ashes.
And although that day, I walked away
I think of you with every moment that passes.

For we share a connection so strong and deep;
unbreakable, eternal, pure.
To have you with me once again
is all that I long for.

Such exquisite pain, I have never known.
For I'm unable to have you here
in my arms and with me now.
What I wouldn't give to have you near.

I feel you in my very soul,
You are etched upon my heart.
Though you are now taken away from me
we will not always be apart.

Because even through this agony
I still feel that not all is lost.
Someway, somehow, I'll have you again
and that day will be worth the cost.

majorRfan (Katie)
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Some of you know how I write journal entries for Roswell e-zines. Well, anyways, this one takes place after Blind Date, in Liz's Journal.

It's February 15th. I'm Liz Parker, and I've been thinking. What if those things Max said when he was drunk are true?
Of course, I'll probably never know the answer to that, seeing as Max can't remember what all he said or did last night. And something must have happened to Max in the first place because I never thought he'd get drunk. He's always got the weight of the world on his shoulders.. drinking always seemed like a stupid idea to him. But he did get drunk, and with Kyle Valenti, no less! Kyle and Max can't stand each other...
that's it!! Kyle must have gotten Max drunk. Let's just hope that Kyle doesn't remember anything either. It'd be really bad if Max used his powers around him, and Kyle was sober enough to remember and tell his Dad about it. What a world of trouble we'd be in then.
I don't know.. everything about last night was so confusing.. Max said a lot of stuff to me.. But I distinctly remember Max saying something to Kyle. Something about not telling me what they'd been talking about.
What had they been talking about? Me??

By crzyroswellchic
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